I really can’t take this anymore. I’ve cried all day today. I am irresponsible, hateful, a liar, putrid, sick, and a terrible terrible person. I can’t do anything right and I find myself constantly getting excited for life to only be shut down completely. I have litterally cried ALL day even the smeared mascara has been washed off my face because of the constant flow of salty tears. I can’t get anything right. My ED is all I have to fall back on. I’m tired of hearing “itll get better” I’ve been hearing that for the last 6 months to a year! I can’t even breathe because I can’t stop bawling. I’ve got to get out of here. I just can’t do it anymore. Stuff has never been this bad…This isn’t the way my life is supposed to be.