Last night I found out one of my guy friends died yesterday. & that I had actually seen the crash. I was almos tin bed when I found out so I had shorts & a hoodie on I put on my ugg boots & ran down the steps bawling told my mom the story then wen’t down to my old roommates house where we pretty much just cried for hours. I had 3/4 of a beer, binged on 3 of those small pre-made sugar cookies with the pictures on them (so that i could drive my car (I have a blow & go)), Then when I got home I couldn’t sleep so I ate like a billion potato chips! damn..& I was doing so good yesterday too. Oh well, I work at 5 today, so maybe I just won’t eat at all. Its already after 3 and I haven’t eaten so another 11-12 hours shouldn’t be too bad. Maybe I’ll just stop by go mart & get a lg black coffee. Getting ready to weigh..If its below 137.0 I’ll post, if not..well you know the story.
Well I had some extra time before I went to work so i guess I’ll write even though I’m above 137. I weighed in at 137.6..I guess I deserve it, but its not going to stay that way. By the time I get home from work it will be less. I’ll make sure of it. I swept my parents porch/ sidewalk/ enormous drive way to burn some extra calories. Our house is pretty much surrounded by pine trees so once fall hits the needles fall off like crazy! If I would have like bagged them up I probably would’ve gotten a whole garbage bag full of those damn little needles. It took a little over a 1/2 hour so that plus walking around the bar tonight serving drunks should burn a lot too. Hopefully I make some money tonight. I really need it. Especially if I’m going to Hawaii in 13 days!! hmm 7 lbs in 13 days..well Lets see how we do. I’m gonna work super hard on this that way while I’m down there I can just party and have a good time and not worry too much about weight..then when I get back I’ll just survey the damage and fix it..but while I’m in FUCKING HAWAII I don’t want to have to worry about this shit.